Home again

I've been home for about a week (from a mission trip to Raleigh), and I've been doing a LOT since then. I started making friendship bracelets again because several kids on the trip asked for them. I also started making a pair of leather sandals-at least, if you count attaching a new sole and adding straps to a pair of flip-flops "making."

July is almost over, and it feels like Summer just started. I guess I have to make up for lost time!

Batsto Village

Today at GSE, we visited historical Batsto Village. It was an old bog iron producer, then it was occupied by glassmakers. Much of the forest around it was torn down for fuel, and the trees that grew back were largely non-native species.

There was some bog ore in a pile on the ground. It was ugly, and I wondered how anything so raw and rough could be made into so many useful things. So many natural things were destroyed to refine this iron. I hope it was worth it, but I don't think it was.

Peace

Walking in the forest is great. It feels so peaceful. The only problem is, I can't turn off that little voice inside my head. Evey time I finally start concentrating about nature, I think about not thinking. I'd like to be able to just relax and absorb the peace of nature around me.

My friends always say I think too much, and I agree with them. I need to learn to just experience instead of over complicating everything. I'm trying to learn to just accept things, but it's
really hard for me. I always think about the way things can change, which is good and bad. Good because it allows me to help make the world better. Bad because I can't leave things alone. I'll keep trying to improve on this. Spending more time in the woods should help.